Jeremiah 7:7. Blessed in the man who trusts in me, God, the woman who sticks by me, God. He has called me to something greater than I can imagine and though I have feared the unknown, today I choose to trust in the Lord knowing that He is making me, changing me, creating me for something beautiful. I release all fear, anxiety, and worry. Today I choose to receive confidence and trust in the Lord and follow where He leads. His will is what I desire more than my will because His is higher. The road ahead is not seen, but it is walked by faith and in the confidence of who He is and what He said He would do so I will trust in Him alone. Thank you Jesus.
Often times throughout the last year, I have compromised, I have settled, I have given up my morals as what I know to be right so that I may numb the pain of my current situation. I say that I am serious about growing in Christ but there are these things in the way. It’s like driving a car with a dirty messy trunk. No one really knows about all the stuff, but it weighs the car down. It becomes more difficult to drive the car faster and correctly to the place you wanna be. Again, and I say that because it’s something I continually need to do, again I choose Christ over these things. Though I fall and I compromise and I settle sometimes, all of that is nothing compared to the glory of God which is something I live my life for. It’s time to finally clean out the car and make a commitment in front of people as my witness that I will choose to abstain from such things. He has called me to live a holy life, He has called me to be set apart, and He has called me to be an example. If I am participating in the things that are of this world, doing what He has called me to is not possible. It’s a temptation I will lay down at the feet of Jesus because it’s too heavy for me to conquer on my own strength. Repentance to Christ is first, but I need to ask for those who have poured into me and continued to encourage me to forgive me and to not give up on me. Trust I will once again choose Him over all else every time that I stumble. It’s time to clean out the car. He isn’t done with me yet. Philippians 1:6. Thats it. Love Always, Becks